Hey Ashley! Thanks for reading and taking the time to write this response! Honestly, it’s for people like you that I write. To some, being vulnerable like this can potentially be seen as weak, but I believe it’s all worthwhile, because it’s a way for us to build each other up, as believers and strangers all at once. I know you might wish certain things happened differently, looking back retrospectively, but it sounds like you’ve learned and grown from your experience, and now are more focused on what and who really matters! I’m going through this book right now, and it’s made be realize how precious this season of singleness is (slightly corny title, but I promise it’s worth it). God bless! :)